Okay. So life's been back in forth lately. Idk wth is goin on.
1. Stephen's a jerk. Bootcamp changed him and made him even worse, if that's possible. He now cusses me out(he didn't cuss when he left), makes me feel like crap even more than I already do, and makes me cry every time I talk to him. Notice how I deleted the thingys about him? Yeah. Let's just say some crap happened that no one knew about till recently and I hid it for a really long time..... It sucked having to tell my friends. It sucked even MORE to tell my boyfriend at the time(who was Josh). Which brings me to...
2. Josh is also a buttface(to put it a bit nicer). The only thing I asked him to do what to try and be there for me! Guess what he does... Yepp, he broke up with me about a week after I told him. That week after I told him, he barely even talked to me. I put up with it. Only because I thought he needed room. Well when he came up with some bullshit reason, I got pissed. Then he said that maybe we still had a chance and that he wanted to get to know me more and blah blah blah. I even put up with THAT. But he was telling people we were still dating when he'd broken up with me... That was the last straw. I cussed him out because I was over the bullcrap. I was done with the games. I was tired of being played with. Just ugh! He's been a jerk since then even though I apologized. W/e. He KNOWS I have a bad temper. I had to deal with his stupid mood swings. Gah! He's stupid. lol. And since he supposedly doesn't like me anymore, screw it. I'm done. Bad thing is... I like his best friend.

I know, I know. Bad Tabi! But w/e.
3. I've gone from liking older guys to younger ones. And(at four in the morning this morning) I figured out why! I had a freakin epiphany! I'm scared of older guys now, thanks to jerkface Stephen. So I'm goin to the guys my age or younger so that there's less of a chance of it happening AGAIN. Cuz younger guys are less mature and don't care about that stuff AS much. Ya know?
Do you get it, LeeAnn? This is basically for you. lol.
4. Freakish nightmares. Gah! I don't even remember what they're about by the time I calm myself down. It's FRUSTRATING. I know I've had a couple flash back ones lately. Okay. More than a couple. I have it AT LEAST once a week. I hate hate hate hate hate it. I'm so tired of them! They're the WORST! They're worse than my insane sci-fi dreams where everyone dies! I haven't had a good night sleep in weeks. Well... I take that back. I got two nights of dreamless sleep with Chelsey and Courtney last weekend. Idk why though. But it was awesome. lol.
Let us move on to better things?
I got a skateboard and I'm learning allll over again!
I have some of the best friends at school anyone could ask for.
I'm doing decent at school in general(especially anatomy which is my hardest class).
Whenever drama tries to find me, I tell the people to go somewhere and stop talking to me until they've gotten rid of their issue.
And that's about it.... I think. lol.
So many people have suddenly noticed me with the last bunch of pitctures I've put up here.
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'I'll throw a message in a bottle and throw it across the sea!'
*does a dance*
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hope ya doing well
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I'm your new idol of the week. --> [link]
I'm alright.
I've got my ups-and-downs.
Those are worrying LeeAnn, but I'm explaining it all to her. She's just got to get the notebook. lol.
But yeah.
How are you, hun?
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'I'll throw a message in a bottle and throw it across the sea!'
im good
haven't been drawing as much as i like, but i have met a lot of new ppl, so i guess that they even eachother out
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I'm your new idol of the week. --> [link]
That's great to hear.
I can't say that mine are worse. But they're definitely not pleasant, at the moment. lol.
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'I'll throw a message in a bottle and throw it across the sea!'
yArg dem damn boys huh :'
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I'm your new idol of the week. --> [link]
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